I don’t know how many of your who read my blog have ever had problems with infertility but this question is probably one of the most awkward/painful questions to answer. I know that people who ask this don’t mean to be hurtful. I must admit that there are times that I see pregnant women and wonder if I will ever feel the kicks and movements of another baby. I wonder if I will ever have another birth story to tell. After I had Judah, the thought of never having the chance to get pregnant again made me sad. Now I realize that I am so blessed. I understand that there are many families out there that will never experience what David and I have experienced.
There are so many women that go through IVF over and over again. To you, I tip my hat. I don’t know if I could survive going through shots, hormones, and anticipation again. The plan??? Well what we are praying for it to be able to adopt when Judah is about 3 years old. Perhaps a little sister for Judah.
I don’t know what God has in store for us. All we can do is trust that one day our little family will grow however that may be.