Posts from the “family” Category

Happy birthday little one

Posted on May 10, 2018

Happy seventh birthday Judah. I wish that I could stop time sometimes. You are growing so fast and sometimes it makes me a little bit sad. I hope you know just how much I love you and how very proud I am of you. You are seven going on fifteen. You are wise beyond your years my love and I love watching you analyze things. You spend your days asking question after question. Sometimes you drive me mad and we have mandatory quiet time. Right now you LOVE pizza, spaghetti and breakfast food. You could live on those three things. You just finished up soccer, I think you’re gonna be my little sports fanatic. Chris bought a tackle dummy and you mess with it…

Categories: 2018, family, happy moments, living life, love, Mommy moments, mommy thoughts, Uncategorized

Tagged: family, finding happiness, love, mom, mommy, mommy moments, motherhood, parenting

Unsteady

Posted on April 10, 2018

You know what’s crazy? Just how unpredictable life is. If you’ve followed me for a while, you know just how much I went through to have my little man. Sometimes I look at him and my heart breaks knowing he won’t be little forever. I still remember the feeling the moment I heard his heart beat for the first time. I remember sitting across for the fertility doctor, having him tell me “it worked”..”you’re pregnant”. I couldn’t imagine my life without him. This little boy is a part of my heart. He will be 7 next month. 7 years old. Somedays I feel like super mom. I can do it all. Those days everything just falls into place. Dinner. Done. Homework. Done. Shower. Clothes…

Categories: 2018, ADHD, family, happy moments, love, Mommy moments, Uncategorized

Tagged: ADHD, dealing with ADHD, family, finding happiness, finding hope, finding myself, love, mom, parenting

The fall update

Posted on October 26, 2015

Let me first start by saying thank you to those who still follow. It’s been a while since I’ve written but it’s not for lack of material. Life has just been crazy. It official now, I’m now a mom of a four year old. Where has the time gone? I feel like it was just yesterday that I was praying for a positive pregnancy test. Sometimes i look at him and wonder how I was so lucky to be his mom. He is smart and caring. He has an a amazing imagination and is so creative. I cant believe that in less than a year he will be a kindergartner. I hope and pray that I am leading him in the right direction. I…

Categories: 2015, coparenting, divorce, family, happy moments, love, relationships, starting over

Tagged: blending families, dating after divorce, divorce, family, love, love after divorce, silver lining, single parent

2015

Posted on January 31, 2015

I cannot believe it’s been almost 1 year since the last time I posted. It’s been too long. There is so much that has gone on in the last year. There were rought times, sad times, tears of sadness and of joy. My baby will be 4 in a couple of months and it just doesn’t seem real. The way time passes. So quickly. Stilll single Happy Very happy Losing weight finally Eating better Leaning to enjoy the little things Realized my worth Better woman Better mom Better.

Categories: 2015, family, starting over

New Year

Posted on January 2, 2014

Last night Judah and I spent the night cuddling, watching a documentary on killer whales. There was no place that I would have rather been. Last night I was lying in bed thinking about the things that happened in 2013 and where I wanted to be in 2014. Normally I don’t really do the whole resolution thing. I think that every morning that your feet hit the floor is a new opportunity to change. But this year I start with list in hand. Things I want to do. Things I want to see and experience. Places that I want to travel to and places that I want to take Judah. On this list there are also the things that I want to forget,…

Categories: 2014, family, happy moments, Jesus, living life, mommy thoughts, starting over

2013

Posted on December 27, 2013

2013 was probably one of the craziest years that I have had. This year I was living with my sister and her family. Our divorce was finalized in March of this year. I moved into my own apartment. I lost my job. I hurt. I fell down and stayed down for a while. I cried a lot. I learned that things change, situations change and that people change. I dated some and quickly realized that it was too soon. I hoped and dreamed. I lost. I prayed and I understood why things did or didn’t happen the way that I planned. I complained and wallowed in a big pool of self pity…. almost all year long. But in this year I also fought. I…

Categories: december, family, Judah, love, Mommy moments, mommy thoughts, starting over

My sleeping prince

Posted on December 16, 2013

At 2:47 a.m. This little monster decided that he was going to come lay in my bed. It’s uncomfortable and he pushes me to the very edge of the bed, I get elbows and legs shoved into my ribs. But there’s nothing like kissing on his sleeping face.

Categories: december, family, Judah

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Beauty in the Silver Lining

“If clouds are blocking the sun, there will always be a silver lining that reminds me to keep on trying.” ― Matthew Quick, The Silver Linings Playbook