Posts from the “Judah” Category

I will

Posted on September 4, 2018

I will always fight for you Judah! I will go above and beyond to help you and guide you in life. I will make your voice heard when they want you to just go with the flow. I will advocate for you. I will ask questions and seek the best answers, because I am your mama and that’s what I do best. I will question. I will research. I will go till I am out of fumes. And then some. I will make them see you. I will push you. You may not like it at times, but I’ll do it cause I love you. I will make you step out of your comfort zone. I will require that you try your very best.…

Categories: 2018, ADHD, Judah, Uncategorized

Happiness

Posted on March 18, 2015

Dear Judah, Your birthday is only two months away baby. I cannot believe how big you are getting. We went to the park and you were picking flowers for me. I love you more than any words I could ever use. You are so kind and caring and I’m proud to be your mommy. Life has calmed down so much. We are happy. You are happy. Your favorite thing to say is -I was thinking about you mommy- you definitely know how to melt my heart. Years ago I was so scared about raising you without your daddy in the same house. But today I’m proud to say that we got this. I would not trade the time I have with you for anything…

Categories: 2015, Judah, love, mommy thoughts

Tagged: finding happiness, life lessons., love, mommy moments, single parent, toddler

Judah

Posted on February 17, 2014

Hi love. It’s February 17th. I’m sitting at work. I’ve been thinking about you all morning. The past few weeks have been a little tough for you and I. I started back to work a little over a month ago and it’s been a bumpy transition. Every day gets better. I love you so much Judah! Last night I put you to be and sat with you for a little bit. You held on to my neck and you said I love you mommy and planted a big wet kiss on my cheek. My heart melted and I fought hard not to start crying. You are becoming your own little person, son. You will be 3 years old in May. It’s hard to believe…

Categories: 2014, Judah

2013

Posted on December 27, 2013

2013 was probably one of the craziest years that I have had. This year I was living with my sister and her family. Our divorce was finalized in March of this year. I moved into my own apartment. I lost my job. I hurt. I fell down and stayed down for a while. I cried a lot. I learned that things change, situations change and that people change. I dated some and quickly realized that it was too soon. I hoped and dreamed. I lost. I prayed and I understood why things did or didn’t happen the way that I planned. I complained and wallowed in a big pool of self pity…. almost all year long. But in this year I also fought. I…

Categories: december, family, Judah, love, Mommy moments, mommy thoughts, starting over

Dear Judah

Posted on December 21, 2013

Dear Judah, I just wanted to take a second to tell you just how much I love you. You are about 5 minutes away from your 3rd birthday. I can’t believe how time has just flown by. You got this been all week with me baby and I loved every minute. This pictures of you and I just being silly. You didn’t want me to put you down everytime I try to you calling your little legs around me your arms around my neck saying no mommy no down. I have no idea what I would do without you. I miss you from the moment you walk out of the door. You’re such a smart little boy. You are kind and caring and really…

Categories: december, happy moments, Judah, Mommy moments, mommy thoughts

My sleeping prince

Posted on December 16, 2013

At 2:47 a.m. This little monster decided that he was going to come lay in my bed. It’s uncomfortable and he pushes me to the very edge of the bed, I get elbows and legs shoved into my ribs. But there’s nothing like kissing on his sleeping face.

Categories: december, family, Judah

Hi blog world!!

Posted on December 15, 2013

For those of you that are still following, let me take a moment to say I’M BACK! It’s been several months since I last posted anything so let me start with the most recent info. Here is Judah. My baby is growing up :(. He turned two and a half this past November and I am a little sad that my little nugget is getting older. The last time that I posted anything Judah and I had just moved into our apartment, Judah had a birthday, . To say that things were a little crazy is an understatement. It was quite an adjustment having to do things on my own. Being alone was very scary…at first. Slowly things fell into place and we have…