Happy seventh birthday Judah. I wish that I could stop time sometimes. You are growing so fast and sometimes it makes me a little bit sad. I hope you know just how much I love you and how very proud I am of you. You are seven going on fifteen. You are wise beyond your … Continue reading Happy birthday little one
mommy thoughts
Happiness
Dear Judah, Your birthday is only two months away baby. I cannot believe how big you are getting. We went to the park and you were picking flowers for me. I love you more than any words I could ever use. You are so kind and caring and I'm proud to be your mommy. Life … Continue reading Happiness
New Year
Last night Judah and I spent the night cuddling, watching a documentary on killer whales. There was no place that I would have rather been. Last night I was lying in bed thinking about the things that happened in 2013 and where I wanted to be in 2014. Normally I don't really do the whole … Continue reading New Year
2013
2013 was probably one of the craziest years that I have had. This year I was living with my sister and her family. Our divorce was finalized in March of this year. I moved into my own apartment. I lost my job. I hurt. I fell down and stayed down for a while. I cried … Continue reading 2013
Dear Judah
Dear Judah, I just wanted to take a second to tell you just how much I love you. You are about 5 minutes away from your 3rd birthday. I can't believe how time has just flown by. You got this been all week with me baby and I loved every minute. This pictures of you … Continue reading Dear Judah
Letter to Judahs future step mom
{Dear Step-mom, I am writing you this letter to tell you about how I feel about you in my sons life. Moving on for his dad and I is inevitable. So I know that one day you will be a major part of his life. As a little girl I dreamed of one day getting … Continue reading Letter to Judahs future step mom
Dear mom.. I’m two!
Oh my goondess!! WHO took my sweet baby and replaced him with this little monster??? This was Judah at the doctors office. Throwing a fit. I really didn't think this could really happen to me 😦 lol.... I have seen these little monsters in the stores, in the streets throwing fits while I lovingly hold … Continue reading Dear mom.. I’m two!
This morning he cried
As of Monday, he started daycare. Only a parent who had dropped off their child to daycare for the first time can understand how I felt on Monday. He didn't cry when I left because I creeped out when he wasn't looking. I felt so bad. It was like I was leaving a little piece of … Continue reading This morning he cried
